SALAM AIDILFITRI

Buat teman di perantauan,rakan sepermainan dan sahabat yang sentiasa menjadi peneman..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

ku menghulurkan tangan meminta seribu kemaafan..andai tersalah bahasa,terkasar kata,tercuit mana yang tak kena..sesungguhnya diri ini hanya insan biasa..

...UPSR...

Hari ni UPSR start..ade 2 orang anak buah ku mengambil nye..jumpe hari sabtu hari tu time buke pose..muka masing-masing cuak..ala..UPSR je..jangan tensen-tensen..kacang tanah je..agak-agak memang sume mak bapak akan lagi excited plus debar plus tah ape-ape lg eh kalo anak dia exam.sian tengok kakak-kakak ku.kerisauan dia mengalahkan risau time dia nak kawen dulu.hehehe..azleen,azleena jangan risau okay.insyaAllah diorang bole jawab ngan cemerlangnye :)

all the best

MIRA ADRIANA and ARMAN DANEEZ

the beauty in ugly

she's so big hearted,
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think
its a pretty person's world

but you are beautiful and you better go show it
go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well you are fresh, you're face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done
and nobody is hearing your cries
you make all of the fashion statements
just by dressing up your mind

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

dia tak lari mana mana.dia ada je kat situ

yesterday somebody asked me how did i know that i had fall in love, and the discussion developed into more serious topic which is how did you know that he is the ONE for you .. today, while doing some blog walking i came across this entry ..

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with partner . You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies(unconventional behavior/habit).

Falling in love with your partner wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called 'falling' in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, 'I was swept of my feet.' Think about the imagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement)of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your partner's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your relationship, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, 'Did I found the right person?' And as you and your partner reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationship breakdown. People blame their partner for their unhappiness and look after somebody else for fulfillment.


But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else.

You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out..' Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your relationship works.



hope this will answer you ease your doubtful feeling towards him .. hahaha .. relax la .. he had already reply your email right ..


p/s : i just copy paste the article and make some alteration on it . so, kalau jumpe ape-ape ayat pelik pelik tu makne terlepas pandang la tu . saye sendiri pun tak abes bace lagi . haha . the article is too long for my brain to digest the meaning behind it ..

keje sesia lagi

minggu lepas .... aku balik ke kampung halaman yang tercinta .. macam besa la . rutin harian bila balik kampung . makan + tido + makan + tido .. nak di jadikan cerita , sekarang ni kan Jasin tu ala-ala maju . maka berbaloi la juga mengheret broadband balik kampung sebab speed dia laju sket la dari kura-kura . . pada satu hari tu .. bukak la pesbuk .. bukak-bukak je , terclick la icon bertanda M .. maka layan la kejap mafiawars . sebenarnya tak de la reti main pun . suke sebab nampak pistol pusing-pusing je . tetibe masuk adik ku yg sorang tu .....

Adik : ko main ape tu
Aku : mafiawars
Adik : oooooooo..aku tau ni.ramai kawan aku layan game ni
Aku : hhmmm
Adik : Ngah..ko main ni dapat duit ke?
Aku : dapat ar..ko tak nampak ke duit ni bejuta-juta
Adik : tak le.maksud nye ko dapat la duit secara realiti.kire kalo main game ni dia masukkan duit tu dalam akaun ko
Aku : mane ade..kalo gitu ramai la jutawan kat lab tuh
Adik : abes tu wat ape ko main game ni.buang mase jeh.baik ko g blaja masak.ade gak faedah
Aku : eerrmmm....aaaaaa....

sekian .. adik aku sekarang da pandai sound aku . pergh!!!! menusuk kalbu seh .. tapi , dia lum tengok lagi budak-budak lab ni main .. lagila dia geleng kepala ..

---sia-sia je keje kamu ni ----

da lama sebenarnya nak mencari lagu ni . baru hari ni berkesempatan meluangkan masa search kat utube .. tak de la suka pun ngan lagu ni . nyampah ader la . tapi sebab masa kat sabah tu hari-hari dok dengar corus dia . bila da balik "Malaysia" ni tak dengar-dengar rase cam rindu plak ..

layan kan saja ya lagu ni .. empunya blog tengah mereng sekarang ni . keje banyak . pastu tak pulak reti-reti nak stat bekerja .. wargh!!! Jenna kate lagu ni macam ade unsur-unsur kadazan dusun .. kan da kate .. memang ada kena mengena ngan Sabah lah ..

Bulan 7 ... Menjelma...

yeye.. da masuk bulan 7.. aku memang sesangat la suke campor over excited bile datang bulan 7 nih.. macam-macam peristiwa penting dalam hidup yang berlaku dalam bulan ni..

JuLai adalah detik pertama aku bernafas di dunia ni.. sebab tu lah bulan ni yang paling istimewa untuk aku..

bulan 7 ni jugak la aku jumpa cinta, tinggal cinta.. haih..

kalo nak kupas sesatu pasal bulan 7 ni. memang tak leh nak abes cite. sgala air mata darah pun leh klua. tp.. tak mo la emo2 di kala jumaat ni kan. kang wat spoil mood je nk shoping baju raye..

p/s : ade sesape nak sajes kaler baju raye yang leh bawak g umah bakal mak mentua?? sila2 la ye berkongsi pendapat..

patah lagi

engsel laptop saye patah lagi
cemana nak buat tu
dah penah ganti dulu
ganas sangat kah saye ni
tapi
kalo tengok appearance
lemah lembut
tergoda orang tengok
hahaha
yela
hati tengah berduka lara
bagi la peluang memuji diri sendiri
kalo nak dengar orang lain puji
jangan harap la kan

p/s : hmmm...rasa-rasa kalau saye merayu kat ttm saye.dia nk blanje tak laptop baru??

..hurm..

hari ni nak kene g semenyih
teman mak kat umah busu
terasa malas nak pergi
sebab mesti di hujani dengan pertanyaan
yang berjela-jela la panjang nye
hurm..
susah nya la nak dapatkan permission
payah nya la nak dapatkan kepercayaan
adeh la..
bersabar la ye nur faizlin
berdoa la agar mereka memahami..

Syhh..Jgn Bgtau Org Lain Tau

Saye membazirkan hari2ku yang berharga (dan sepatut nye di habeskan di lab) di suatu tempat yang jauh dari kehadiran 'ibu ku'. bersama-sama beberapa makhluk terpilih atau memilih untuk menderita bersama2..

Gunung Kinabalu..sebut nye senang.panjat nye.mental!!!dua-dua kali naik.dua-dua mental down.pergh..perjalanan 2 jam yang menyeksakan.fuh..puncak da ada depan mata.tp,sampai nye tak jugak.mane saye tak mental.da la asik2 kene beraksi cam sepaiderman..lom masok perut da lapa minta di isi sebab skip supper..yang hampeh nye.bile sampai puncak,perasaan exited da tak de.amek gamba sket lebih kurang..kalih tepi,serabut tengah tido sambil berdengkur!!!gila apa budak ni tido kat puncak.x penah di buat orang..

Baru je turun,ade gak yang berangan nak naik lagi via ferrata.padahal,menatang ape ferrata tu pon tak tawu..budak-budak nih.bersemangat betul..owh ya.jangan lupa ajak pida ye..

token of appreciation to en. rashid aka mr guide yang di jelesi oleh babas dan serabut

terasa wat shooting film :)

sharip - pijot - saye

pendakian ini memerlukan aksi seperti sepaiderman (saye suke gamba ni :">)

ini lah puncak kinabalu..tengok tu.serabut lentok elok je..saye jeles :(

misi berjaya..jom terbang balik turun bawah

jom2 balik..kaki sakit :(( nampak tak 12 peaks yang berseri2 itu??

For thoose who plan to go there.i welcome you..you will not regret it.choose mesilau trail instead of timpohon.just 2km longer.more enjoyable trail and gives you more breathtaking views..

tinggi-tinggi gunung kinabalu
tinggi lagi sayang sama kamu
biru-biru hujung kinabalu
nampak dari jauh hati saya rindu

kerja d kala banyak kerja......

saye memang banyak kerja sekarang . tapi .. penat la juga kan kalo mengadap je ulat + sawi kan .. jadi nya , saye ade la mencarik hobi baru yang x berapa baru ..

buat masa sekarang ni saye membaca buku bertajuk " Benarkah Iskandar bukan Zulqarnain "

ringkasan yang saye bole tulis kat sini hanya la benar ke Alexander the Great tu Iskandar Zulqarnain . haa .. stakat 2 ms yang saye da bace ni.2 jela inti pati yang saye leh kongsikan . nak tau lebih lanjut ?? korang bace la sendiri eh buku ni . bukan tebal pon . nak tunggu saye wat review??jangan harap le.ese ni ha bukan le pandai tulis2 ni ha . kalo x , da belambak novel2 ese di pasaran .. kekeke ..

p/s: agak-agak ade yang terperanjat x saye bace buku genre begini..

...SABAH...

saye da slamat sampai dari kota kinabalu.merana badanku seminggu di sana.jadual penuh.seminggu macam sehari.huahuahua..

jadual aktiviti di sana :-
26/05 --- sampai kundasang
27/05 --- ujian ketahanan mental dan fizikal bermula
28/05 --- turun gunung ngan selamat
29/05 --- merehatkan badan di kk
30/05 --- melatih otot tangan di sungai padas
31/05 --- berenang2 ketepian di manukan
01/06 --- terbang dan melayang ke klia

ape yang saye dapat naik gunung kinabalu..

kaki sakit

otak kejang

kuku tercabut

inilah natijahnye.......jadi..jangan la carik saye lagi ye untuk neman naik.cukup la dua kali.aku terseksa!!!!!!!!

ape yang saye dapat di padas :-

bertambah sakit di betis

tangan lak cramp

kecewa sebab guide x hensem :(

first time wat river rafting.menarik.tertarik.ade peluang jadik acara tahunan.ngeh3..

SAJAK OLEH ZAKIAH aka JO

time bosan-bosan sambil transfer duit kat resort kundasang tuh..saye pun pegi le terbang dari satu blog ke satu blog.wah....ramai juga yang update.orang demam pun nak update jugak tu..ehhh..ape la yang nak membebel kat sini nih...

akhirnye..setop la kat blog budak zakiah ni ha (harap dia tak le marah sebab panggil dia zakiah)..ade le dia wat percubaan tulis poem (untuk kali kedua)..tahniah JO!!!anda amat 'berbakat'..

saye amat la suke ngan sajak/puisi/tah ape jela korang nak bg gelaran kat penulisan dia ni..sebab nye???anda fikir la sendiri.heheh..

here attached poem that she wrote :-

panas terik letih lesu
nafas turun naik jadi tak menentu
macam baru lepas kena kejar dengan hantu
memang kalau ikutkan nafsu
semua benda boleh jadi haru-biru

kau tabah
walau dikecam walau dihina
kau sabar
sampai ke sudah
kau selalu fikir jangan ambil mudah dan juga dadah
kau selalu fikir apa pesan abah
jangan terburu-buru dan cepat menggelabah
tapi dengan yang satu ini
kau jadi tak keruan
kalau tak diingatkan
kau boleh berubah menjadi heroin filem rajnikanth
bukan macam yang kau selalu-selalu tengok dalam cerita hindustan

ah..orang kata apa, pedulikan....

selagi kau dibumi yang aman

selagi kau terasa tak terbeban

selagi kau tahu bersyukur dengan kurniaan Tuhan

selagi kau...

selagi kau...

selagi kau....terasa mahu makan

usah takut akan kegemukan

sebab montel itu comel bukan?

apa nak peduli..

London Weight Managementkan ada di sini..

p/s : sebenarnye..ayat yg di warnakan 2 yang menusuk kalbu..memberi semangat!!! heheh..time kasih wahai zakiah....jadi fariza,mungkin tak perlu lah anda beria-ia menurunkan berat badan.sebab..sebab montel itu comel bukan? lagipun..London Weight Management ada kan....

Sejenak Bersama LYCHEE

This entry should be written + published last week… but, im not in writing mode ~ ngeh3…

Setelah sekian lama tidak menjejaki pasar malam, jadi nya minggu lepas saye memujuk rayu le rumate sorang ni ~ kak elly pegi ke pasar malam. Terasa la nak beli2 buah2.. epal ke… pas2 sebab rase malas pula la nak memasak + da start rase cam nak demam ~ ni kes jangkit dari jenna la ni.x baik2 lg demam dia.seb baik la x de tanda2 bintik2 kat tapak kaki stakat nih..

Scene di pasar malam......

Kak Elly : nak makan ape ehh..
Rumate chumel : pe kate kite p kat tempat2 buah dulu..

Di gerai buah2an....

Rumate chumel : wwwwwaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!... ade lychee la... nak beli
la.da lame teringin makan..
Kak Elly : bukan ke ko slalu je makan lychee dalam tin tuh…. ~ sambil
wat muke x bersalah..ceh..bg la sikit sokongan sket…

Maka……saya pun membeli la lychee tersebut dgn harge RM4 skilo..

Sebenarnye..mmg da lama da nak makan lychee yg di mana buah2 dia masih berkulit2 + melekat lagi di tangkai..saye memang ade kenangan pasal lychee ni.maybe la sebab tuh suke sangat ngan buah ni.nak tau dah brape lama saya nak makan lychee begini??? sejak dari umur 4 tahun..ehh..x pasti la pulak umur barape.sebab masih kecil la.macam adik pun x de lagi time 2….

Nak di jadikan cite saye satu family g le pasar malam kat Jasin.terjumpe la buah yang agak2 menarik ni.memula saya ingatkan strawberry la kot sampai leh merengek2 ngan mak nak gak buah tu.. abah pon beli la.yela…anak pompuan sorang dia.nak ape mesti dapat nye laaa..da abes bli2 kami pon balik la ke rumah….

Scene di rumah……..

Adek yg gebu : Along…nak buah tu sket.
Along : Mane budak2 leh makan buah ni..
Adek yg gebu : nape..angah yang mintak abah beli..nak laaa…
Along : budak kecik x leh makan..ni bom tau.kalo makan nanti ko meletup..
Adek yg gebu : Along x meletup pon???
Along : Along da besar.kalo budak kecik makan je yang meletup..

…….. dan saye percaye dengan cerita tersebut....mak kate.saye memang x sentuh pun buah tu walaupun mak cakap along tipu... owh..naive nye la saye kan..

Kini..setelah 20 tahun berlalu..saye berjaya makan lychee yg di kopek sendiri kulitnya!!!! Untuk pengetahuan..saye makan sekilo tu sensorag..no wonder la kan keesokkan hari nya..saya merana =(

sekadar meluahkan perasaan

tensen

bengang

bosan

- mengharungi perkara yang sama
- memberikan penerangan yang sama

orang cakap sekali tu . simpan sket dalam LONG TERM memory awak . . tak faham2 . kalau da cakap x de ape2 . maksud nye x de ape2 la . arrghh .. enough is enough .. x payah nak tuduh yang bukan2 . x payah la nak cari pasal . teringin sangat ke nak tengok saye ni naik angin .. sila2 la cabar lagi ye ..

sakit kepala fikir pasal makhluk yg satu ni . ish .. harap2 dia bace la entry ni ..

memandangkan dia telah menyebabkan tekanan darah meningkat dan memberikan kesakitan di kawasan sekitar cerebrum dan cerebellum serta menyebabkan neuron2 ku tidak berfungsi dengan baik . maka .. saya nak pergi bermain badminton sambil2 menghirup udara ' segar ' di serdang ni ~ owh tidak . kne bejalan ke sana .....

~ HaPPy BiRtHdAy ~

to SITI AMINAH MOHD SHAH ....

Selamat Hari Lahir yg ke 23 .. anda da semakin tua ;) . dan sepatut nya semakin matang dalam membuat keputusan .. semoga anda sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmat dan lindungan-Nya .. amin ..

p/s : siti nak strawberry dip in chocolate kn..
hehe..amek la.khas dari akak.mahal ni.susah nak buat.. :D

Mother's DAY

Ye..agak lambat la kan jika2 nak wish Mother's Day hari ni..tapi,nak post gak pasal cite yg berlaku pade Hari Ibu hari 2..hari ahad yang lepas.time tengah syok2 baring kesakitan kaki.yela..hari sebelum 2 baru je naek angsi ~ nyesal aku naek!!! tengah belek2 kesan2 naek gunung 2 tetibe la kan bunyik message masok....

A'an : woit ngah..hari ni hari ibu ehh
Aku : haah..nape
A'an: abes la ko ngah.mak da bising asal ko x col dia
Aku: ha???benar ke

dengan cuak dan pantas nye mencapai telefon col la mak..

Anak yg 'baek' ini : blablablablabla - kne la ade intro best baru leh masok isi2 penting...eh..lupe la nak cakap mak.Happy Mother's Day
mak : ha..yela2..time kasih
Anak yg 'baek' ini : ehh..mak tak marah ke.a'an cakap mak da bising
mak : x de pon.mak pon lupe.ni time tengok melodi ni ha baru teringat...

- dan kedengaran la suare gelak2 di balik tabir

selepas abes perbincangan...ade lg bunyi message masok...

A'an : ngah.aku saje je.nak tengok ko.ko kan lambat je bab2 menunjukkan reaksi dalam hal2 begini

aku x bole nak menjawap msg adek aku 2.sebab nye...adeh la..susah nye.da makin ramai yang komplen aku ni x berperasaan.hurm..teringat pula kata2 along " ko ni ngah,baling ke dinding.bukan ko yg pecah.dinding yang berkecai" tah la..aku rase aku macam la orang lain.normal jek.haih..ape la kekurangan emosi ku ini..

Meeting OH MeeTING

As usual..every fortnight we have our weekly meeting.and today is the day.ABS da slamat balik dari umrah.which means he will be in the meeting - sesuatu yang saya sangat2 la x suka..

hari ini,i'm not going to present anything.heheh.tiada result la.pokok ku mati.ulat ku mati..bagaimana ini.senin haritu baru menanam pokok baru.ulat nye pulak mati sebab makan sawi beracun.sian dia.mane la saye ni tau yg pokok sawi itu suda disembur pesticide.jadi,ulat itu terkubur la sebelum sempat nak main bola beracun.kurang asam punya mites.sedap2 je membiak kat pokok cili durjana tu..en zaki,kalo rase2 pokok2 cili tu tetibe kurang.ade le yang tolong 'slamat'kan nye dari godaan mites..mites oh mites seb baik la ko ni dikategorikan cantik.berwarna merah.kalo tidak ....@%$#&*! - maaf.aksi disini terlalu ganas untuk di tunjukkan kepada pembacaan orang ramai.

tapi...ape la yang nak di jawapkan eh.kalo MB tnya.tapi,tadi ade la dapat berita gembira.konon2 MB x leh datang meeting sebab ade urgent meeting.casey la yang membawa brita ni.jangan kiciwa kan hatiku ya..

owh..hati ku berdebarnya la nak pegi meeting ni..ape ye nak bagi alasan.adeh..nape la saye pepandai g sambung blaja lagi nih.hmm..tapi..kalo x futher study,macam mana nak jumpa dia kan.wahawahwah..tak senang duduk la menantikan pukul 230 ni..

LoVe is IN thE AiR

Looking back at my last post is on 6th April..lama nya la tak post pape.tiada ape yang menarik la yang bole di kongsi bersama.plus kerja yang bertimbun.tapi x jugak siap..yela,kalo tidak dibuat.macam mana la nak siap kan..

Yesterday, Jenna told me a story bout tv commercial directed by our Yasmin Ahmad. she really praise that tv commercial.but i cant really understand the story until she said. the morale of the story is " little imperfections made them perfect " actually this is the only one that i understand from her 15 minutes story telling ..

This commercial makes me more appreciate people around me. coz they are the one who make me smile,laugh,cry.. they are the one who makes my life enjoyable,memorable..i had gone through a loss before.it felt nothing but hopeless..wondering if anyone will love me care for me like he does..

So..do appreciate people around you. your mother,father,siblings ,childrens, spouse, friends. and not forget to mention your love one.show them how much you love them..because once they were gone,they will left an empty space in your heart that cannot be replaced by anyone else..

Jadi..walaubagaimana tidak sempurna pun orang sekeliling kita terutama ibubapa,jangan la bandingkan dengan yang lain.berikan lah yang terbaik untuk mereka.kerana satu hari nanti,bile mereka da tiada.sekurang-kurangnya,kita dah berikan yang terbaik kepada mereka semasa hayat mereka...oleh yang demikian,tiada penyesalan...


p/s : Menghargai kekurangan sesorang itu lebih berat.tetapi,dengan melakukannya lah,baru lah bole dikatakan kita telah menerima mereka seadanya..

~ quiz yg diambil ketika bosan ~

Pada satu petang yang indah.tetibe fariza dengan x semena2 bg 1 web add and suruh wat kuiz.tajuk kuiz x leh blah.get to know yourself better.jadi,dengan berdebar2 nye start menjawab soalan2 yg diberikan..

first question - imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you? 

second question - what do see near your feet

third and till the very last questions are all asking bout things that you need to imagine and pick the closest answer..

bende pertama terlintas kat fikiran..mende la fariz bg nih.soalan da la kne berimaginasi tinggi.seb baik la saya x bermasalah dalam bab2 berangan nih..

ni adalah outcome daripada soalan2 yg telah di jawab :-

Get to know yourself better..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long ---> erm..ade ke yang sanggup tunggu2 nih.stakat ni la.sume cepat je carik yg lain.ish3.x leh kne uji langsung.cepat je mengalah...

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

------> bile bace2 balik result test ni kan.terase ade benarnya..

------> try2 la wat mende alah ni.bile2 ade mase yg free..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

KeRjA-KerJa-KeRJa..erm..KERJA???

Hari ini 5/04/09 dengan bangganya saya mengumumkan bahawasanya saya masuk lab!!!!! hah.akhirnya.emosi semua da stabil.baru lah boleh wat keje dengan hati yang senang..hampir 2 minggu jugak la x masuk lab langsung.ade la wat formulation.tapi...sume x menjadi.aarrggghh!!!tensen2.baru first step untuk stability test da fail.down betul.cemana nk wat 2..

minggu lepas nih x da la ape pn yang berlaku sangat.cuma sesuatu yg sangat menguji tahap kerasionalan ku berlaku..huhu..

hari ni x de wat ape sangat kat lab.just wat purification PKOEs..tapi pas mixture 2 elok2 separate.boleh pulak lupa yg mana satu patut amik.lalalala..setelah baling dadu,main batu gunting kain.saya pilih bawah sebagai PKOEs..haha..suke2 je kn.x saintifik betul..

haaaa..have you ever watch or read bout Twilight series??tahun lepas ade la klua movie dia.semalam sambil bosan2 pinjam la buku cite 2 dari kak Eli.the 4th book..

and my review is : -

buku nye tebal.sangat2 tebal.terlampau tebal..and i am very2 impressed with myself.sebab boleh jugak la abis bace buku 2..  

p/s: to dear fellas.im not using my maxis number anymore :) ~ kewujudan smiley ini adalah kerana terpengaruh dengan kak nora..

..erm..

i don't have any interesting idea to post recently.unless you did'nt count in last weekend event.i've spent my last weekend at the beach.but,spending your holiday along with your supervisors is not a very good idea..seeing them for solid 7 days makes your head cannot stop thinking bout your never ending works..hhhmmmm...


here is a song by taylor swift.start looking forward for her song since love story last year..her lyrics are quite straight forward - she wrote her songs base on her daily life..i am so into this song a couple of month ago as the lyrics did touched me a bit..

p/s: i quote this from someone's blog..

Wanna know what makes humans really humans?
They have choices, but still they make mistakes.
And because of these, they will learn.
Learn to live, learn to appreciate chances, and learn to forgive.
In which cases, we humbly are just humans.

- SemaLam DalaM SejAraH -

Yesterday .. 21/03/09 .. pagi2 mak telefon kejut suruh balik Melaka due to the fact that somebody had ask for a hand of my cousin and her dad ask my father to act as orang tengah .. and i as the only anak dara left need to acompany her ..

ok .. fine.at 9++ am i drove back to Melaka . Stop at the pump petrol just to pump in RM10 . hehe .. still not receive my GRF payment . hmmm .. nape eh ..

at 11 , i finally reached home .. 130 top speed .. not in the mood to cilok sana sini .. just enjoying watching cars passed by..nothing to rush since nothing special waiting me at home besides people whom will ask me when to tie a knot.. suke hati orang la bile nak kawin kan.. banyak cakap sangat, suruh carikan calon x nak pulak..

oopppsss... back to the topic. after lunch and quick nap, we went to my uncle's house.. my dad stop at Ayer Keroh PLUS and ask me to topup the TnG. since there is a canopy alongside the highway, i bent a bit when i passed through it. unfortunately, i am too 'tall' and bang - my head hit the canopy frame. i probably hit the steel so hard till my view a bit blurry for a second. and i suffered headache ever since..

hhhhmmmmmm.. i wonder, is this all happened because of i doing things not sincere enough? sebab ade la x puas hati kan pasal kene pakse balik rumah ni..and ade la dalam hati ni bebel bukan2..hehe.. people did mention, sekarang ni Allah bayar cash je..

ooohhhhh.. what a day i have..

.....Cuti.cuti..CuTi.....

Akhirnya...minggu yg memenatkan berakhir.baru sampai dari Melaka hari ni.3 hari balik kampung.seronok2.jalan ke rumah abang kt Kluang.abah ngan mak nak sangat tengok cucu dia.alalalala..time ade sorang ni bole la dia nak melayan.bile da bertambah2 nanti ade dia kesah...

kalo nak di ikutkan la.x de la busy sgt last week.tapi sebab ketidakcukupan ketiduran 2.wat kan idup sangat la x bermaya.lalalala..time cuti hari 2.memang la rase student yg mithali.hahaha..bawak experiment balik ke rumah.tp,haram x sentuh pn.tengok2 cenggitu je..hhhmmm..ape la nk jadik ni..

owh ye..anak buah saya da membesar..keje kesukaan nnye - menjerit.ape pn nak jerit.xpaham betul.x sakit ke anak tekak dia 2..jalan x reti2 lg..merangkak pun baru je pandai.2 yg tok ngn tok wan nk g tengok sesangat 2.cucu baru pandai merangkak.tp,mmg agak lambat la dia berjalan..bulan depan da nak setahun dah..

antara gamba dia yg terpilih untuk dipaparkan : -

usianya dua hari..first day at home


time ni dia 7 bulan


comel kan dia..haha..tengok la sape mak cik dia kan


fatini pada usia 11 bulan

~ Breathless ~

Today .... fariz mumbling bout her latest song obsession .. Breathless .. at first, i thought it was The Corrs . and wondering why now she's so inspired by the song . then, i asked her .. why is she so obsess with that particular song (she even heard it for couple of times nonstop!!) . then she answerd " best ape lagu nih . ko try la dengo . bukan yg lame nye lagu . yg shayne ward nye tuh " so ... i begun 'google ing' the song .. enjoy yaaaa ...

p/s : x paham nape fariz suke sangat ngan lagu nih. hhhmmm ... pelik nye dia suka lagu2 begini ni .. ade pape ke dalam hatimu fariz ... hahaha... oopppsss,im sorry ...

Upin Ipin The Movie

After few weeks searching for suitable day to watch Geng, finally we get the chance.. at first, we planned to watch the movie the week before, but the tickets were sold out. and we end up watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.. the title is soooo suit to the movie. i am so curious how come a grown up man can died as a newborn baby!!! since it is science fiction.ape2 aje.layan kan saja...

on February 24th, fariz, asrul, bunbing and me..went to watch Geng. during office hour..less people..less children = ketawa sepuas hati + wat aksi2 bebas..but please..anyone, dont tell prof..hahaha..

we missed a few minutes at the beginning of the movie..as we entered the cinema, tok dalang was talking to a reporter.no idea what happened before..

we enjoyed the movie.even 'Asrul the serious' also laughing ~ you wont come across this everyday..i had no idea how fariz and bunbing behaved in the cinema since i am a bit far from them. but i bet, fariz control ala2 girl's next door (sebab i dont hear a sound from her..yelaa.di apit oleh 2 jejaka idaman malaya), or maybe busying herself with popcorn. bunbing most probably sooo into the movie or kak ros and cant take his eyes off her..

the story is simple.. durians from villagers' orchards are reported missing.they claimed that a 'durian ghost' stole all the durian. but actually, Opet 'si haiwan misteri' yang mencuri nye..there is no such thing of 'hantu durian'.. badrol,lim,upin,ipin,kak ros n rajoo lost in tok dalang's orchard.. they've got into troubles in their way to find themselves out of the mess..lim and badrol were captured by hantu durian whom actually sally aka S.I.L.L.Y and uncle ape tah x ingat..others, were trapped in a cave and being chased by a group of leeches, giant centipede and snake..

long story short..happy ending,they found the way back, the culprit were captured, opet and his mother returned to their home.the story is brilliant!!!!! worth watching..kelakar habis...leh release tension.sangat terkejut orang Malaysia leh produce cerita animasi camni..the village scenery was well describe.very beautiful.teringat la kampung suatu masa dahulu..the most important...saya x de perasaan nk tido langsung.hahaha ~ saya slalu kene kutuk sebab ada habit tido time tengok cite kat wayang..

guys... INGAT MASA DEPAN!!!!

Canclelation!!!!!

I am back in Serdang..what a short holiday i have. the shortest i've ever had..going back home yesterday,arrived around 4pm..coming back here at 2pm!!! x sampai 24 jam pun.pergh..penat naik bus pun x abes lg.adoi laa....mak nangis bile nak bertolak balik.bile call time sampai serdang pun dengar dia sobbing.wawawawa..so sorry mak.but i have work to do.can't miss this time or i need to wait for another 38 days for the plutella's F2..

Moral of the story..abes kan dulu keje 2 sebelom pasang angan2 nak balik kampung.hhhhmmmm..nak balik cuti pun kne check bebetul la pasni.ish3..susah betul la ade budak kecik nih.seb baik la ni untuk projek nye pasal.kalo x...x de nye nak kesah.huahuahua..

Cuti..Balik Kampung...

balik kampung...ooooo...balik kampung...sebenarnya planning balik kampung kali agak mengejut.bagun pagi je rasa malas nak g lab.pastu start la lambat je wat keje.alalala..memandangkan meeting pun da abis.so,agak relax la kot.boleh la balik dengan senang hati.tp...sapa nak tolong siram sawi 2..alamak..tapi nak balik gak..hahahaha...ok guys..see u next monday!!!!

p/s : fariz...tolong siram sawi kesayangan aku tuh...hahaha...

Melaka : Banda Hilir

We arrived at Banda Hilir around 4 pm ~ tawaf 3 kali untuk cari parking.pergh..Melaka jammed habis.ish3..

Perut masing2 da lapar. berbunyi2 lagu rancak x leh ingat. because of too hungry, we cant find a place better than this :) . thanks the spot is away from dustbin. if not..hhhmmmm...

makan kat tepi jalan pn jadik la.asal perut leh isi

Habis je makan, kemas2 barang. pendakian bermula!!! i am very excited. this is my first time going to A Farmosa. at last, my dream come true. before this, friends of mine kept on teasing me for never set my foot there. they always said that i am never a true Malaccarian until i reach there. haha..

Above is picture of us!!!! from left : fariz, ef, nora, nana, me, rizal, asrul, bunbing...

menuju puncak..gemilang cahaya..

Agak tinggi pendakian tersebut. walaupun x la mencanak pun. ada gak la yg kepenatan di sini. camno ni fariz, yakin bole nak mendaki gunung bulan 4 ni??? asalkan tangga yg x seberapa pun x lepas.huhuhu..

Angin sepoi2 bahasa bertiup di atas. nyaman nye. matahari pun da nak mengundurkan diri. waktu agak2 romantik la di atas tuh. im started feeling sorry for myself. why im here with a group of kanak2 ribena. agak terganggu jadinya..

di pintu keluar..

Pas abis merayau2 di atas, kami membuang masa lak kat kawasan sekitar 2. macam2 ada.. and.. guys.. give your best shot!!!

Rizal is too thirsty..pity him.tah brape lama dia nadah

aksi orang kuat kami..bunbing!! im impressed


menara taming sari.dapat jgk la melihat pemandangan kat atas 2. kena rm10 tuk 10 min.rizal agak bengang.myb sebab scenery dia x bape best.alalalala..

pas naik menara taming sari tu..kami berjalan2 la kat sekitar banda hilir 2. last but not least, Jonker Walk.teringin la sangat nak g.punye la ramai orang.pening kepala jadik nya..tepat pukul 11 mlm.kami pun mengundurkan diri, klua dari bandar melaka..tamat la kisah pengembaraan di melaka.. Sekian...

kincir air besar.dia tulis kat tepi 2, Kincir Air Zaman Kesultanan Melau Melaka..time ni hujan da rintik2 menurunkan dirinya..

naga di tepi menara taming sari.x tau nape banyak sangat replika berlampu di sini.mayb sempena Chinese New year kot..

photographer for the day...En Asrul..punyala setia ngan kamera 2.sampai gamba dia pun nak bersama kamera gak.ish...

Melaka, the Historical City

Last Jan, my friends and i went to Melaka. ala2 destinasi budget pun ada. i am the one who suggesting Melaka. why? because i want to. hahahaha. even though i was born in Melaka, having secondary school there, and still staying there, i've never been to A Farmosa. there's been years after my last visit to Banda Hilir. i think around 2006 before my brother get married. i accompany him buying stuff for his hantaran.. eerrrmmm.. now i notice. what do Jasin has that makes me so loyal to him??? aha..

The trip is soooo nicely budgeted.. we only spent RM50 for transportation ~ credits to fariz ~ and foods ~ thanks to kak nora, kak nana,ef ~..

rearranging the stuff

Fariz arrived at 10++ am. picked us up at kak nana's house. then went to 780 (asrul,rizal's house) to pick them + azlan. barang punya la banyak. sampai kena rearrange balik.ish3..kak nana even brought along her 'samsonite' bag ~ macam kena reject AF daaa.. when everything settle.. the journey begin...

Thanks to Fariz parents for their kindness. dapat gak naik Unser. kalo Unser 2 x de. nak naik ape la kite ye??? Sorry for left my car at home..hehehehe.. anyway.. awal2 perjalanan.. Azlan aka bunbing as co-pilot, started making some jokes to entertain fariz. bunbing..jgn bg fariz tido aahhh.nyawa kita terletak pada dia nih (pesanan ku dari lubuk hati.tp tak terucap)..Alih2 lum sampai Seremban. dua orang yg di mana dari awal ushar abang-abang bawak moto besar senyap.huhuhu..tetido rupenye kak nana n ef..

~ kak nana~ ef tengah berkelubung dengan jacket sejuk la kunun

We arrive at Taman Rerama at 12 noon. rizal the thresurer paid for the tickets. RM 5 per adult and RM3 for the camera!!!!

the enterence

posing dulu pape pun

Taman Rama-Rama ni agak menarik ~rama-rama nye rumah and the reptiles. yg lain agak hampeh disitu.sian ngan ada sekor tapir.dia cedera..

proses penghantaran rerama

tapir yg cedera

tp, suke gak ngan cave yang ada kolam ber'ikan' koi yang banyak..orang ramai beratur macam keretapi wanna snap pict there.huhuhu..spent about 2 hours there. snapping more pictures. i am trying to search for pict showing the cave but none was found. so, here's the koi fish...

dengar kata kak nana hampir jatuh time berposing
bersama ikan nih..betul keee????

okay..thats all for Taman Rerama part.. before this i have no idea that updating blog can be tiresome..ish3...sorry fariz and farrish for the complaining before..